Even tho I'm trapped in my self constructed prison. 

Even if my stomach is hurting. 

Beauty somehow found it's way in. 

It brought confusion and drama. 

But it was still there.

I saw it, and it was breathtaking.

It was pure.

I wanted nothing else than to touch it.

Even if it was only for a moment.

My biggest wish is to see it again.

There are some sins that you commit that you cant come back from, you know, no matter how hard you try. You just cant, you know. It's like the devil is waiting for you body to quit. Because he knows, he knows and ah he already owns your soul. And then I think maybe you know, there is no devil. You die and god he says. Na, na you can't come in. You have to leave now, you have to leave and go away, and you have to be alone. You have to be alone forever.

Don't you see?

There is two of you.

One that kills.

And one that loves.

Games

Games

Games

Games

Games

Could it be that I have found the combination?

Or is it just the changing season?

I felt it, it was more than I normally get.

You should have been there.

I was brilliant.